My hb was just back from an EMA. I accepted him back for the kids sake. But deep in my heart, the sense of bitterness and anger is too much for me to bear. Things did get better n the 2 kids are happier but I know that I am not happy. The agony that he had brought to me, the many sleepless nights, the dozens of bucket of tears shed and all the hurtful words that was said to me for the past 1 year is like a sword stab into my heart again and again. Till now I am still not sure is this the right decision ? One thing for sure is that I have done the right thing for my kids. I think I m going crazy soon with all the self imagine scenarios of them together. I have not seen the woman before but whenever I see a Malaysian woman on the street, I will start to stare at her and start to imagine is she the one. Not sure how is life going to be for me now. Totally depressed but yet trying to act like I m happy now. Torturing. …

Thanks so much for your reply. If going home from nh to jurong via mrt. Which bus stop to go n wat bus to take to mrt station ? There r 2 ways (turn left n turn right from the sch gate) to 2 different bus stop correct ? So sorry me n my girl are both 路痴

My dd got into NH. Wat bus number to take from clementi mrt to NH ? I know there is a direct bus from my house bus 185 to nh. Is it the same bus stop as those buses to clementi interchange ? So sorry… very confuse now as I understand there are 1 ways leading to nh. .

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Hi insider, I so agree with you. It’s only because of 一口气 和 不甘心 that make me try all means n way to make hb stay n leave dat woman. After he return n situation improve, will I be happy ? Will the feeling be the same again ?What do I really want ? I don’t know. Totally lost.

Yes why we the innocent are suffering here and the bitch n bastard are enjoying themselves ! Same like you now I m gg into depression n still does not have the courage to let go. I m still holding on for the sake of my 2 kids, knowing well that my 2 kids are not happy with our current situation now. I believe now no matter what we do, we will never bring his heart back and will never be able to break them apart. Hence, I have seek help from the supernatural instead. Very sad that 20 years of relationship can come to this end

Yes why we the innocent are suffering here and the bitch n bastard are enjoying themselves ! Same like you now I m gg into depression n still does not have the courage to let go. I m still holding on for the sake of my 2 kids, knowing well that my 2 kids are not happy with our current situation now. I believe now no matter what we do, we will never bring his heart back and will never be able to break them apart. Hence, I have seek help from the supernatural instead. Very sad that 20 years of relationship can come to this end

I keep telling myself must be strong must face the fact. But seems dat every thing has suddenly become so difficult to handle. Maybe I m still in denial. I don’t know when my heart will be dead, at this moment still feeling the heartache.

I m all these years financially independent n capable of bringing up my 2 kids by myself. He said I m too capable n does not need a husband n father at all. He is totally wrong. No matter how strong n capable a woman is, o still need a man, a shoulder to cry on. I m deprived of all this these decade n is forced to be independent in making decision.

Hi piggybank, what if the child is not able to take the news ? My son can be very sensitive n emotional. To what extent of the truth should I reveal ?