LeeTaiTai:Thanks all , yes I will consider carefully , sometimes feel a bit stress out and will cry quietly in my room when I feel I am not doing enough , wish I have the energy to do more !
lee taitai,
tatz hw i felt last time when i was working. i cried and becm very depressed and took it out on my hb, frends and family. till my hb told me 1 day, if i work until so chiam, then pls quit my job and dun be so selfish to torture my loved ones ard me.
i was becoming such an evil monster! so i took leave and stayed home with my boy,immed my stress level went down and i knew it was time to quit.
last time, my boy when playing with me will accidentally call me 'auntie' (the term he use to address my maid). i was very sad at that time. nw after spending 4mths with him,i overheard him accidentally call my maid 'mummy'! i smiled to myself secretly.. :rahrah:
but then, u have twins n expenses gonna be high since evthg is x2. and yes, u do need ur hb full support cos if resents u staying home then will cause alot of unpleasant feelings in future.