Death of Child - leukaemia
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((hugs)) to you aisukurimu1 and be strong, take care of yourself.
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Very sorry to hear that. You must be very pain now. I had a aunt who's son died in hospital when he was 7 due to meningitis. So I can see how pain you are. Pls walk out the house and do somethings, like talk to people, work, or even be a volenteer worker in the area you fell comfortable etc.
Be strong OK. :hugs: -
Really thanks all the msg rec’d
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Now, with him gone, the route is veri long
and agony. normally, the hse will fill with so much
noise. noise caused by him and his didi, but now
didi also become veri quiet as his playmate is no
longer around.
.
didi keep asking me where is his brother (didi is
4 yrs this yr). my boys use to tell me to buy him
hot wheels toys on his this yr birthday for him, his
sch bag too heavy for him, how he beg me to buy
for him a roller bag when he pri 2, ask me for hp
when he upper primary. but all this will nvr happen
again.
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Of course, i knoe no matter how hard the route is
going to be, we still hv to continue but the wound
is really really veri pain. sometimes, too pain
oredi
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at times, i will tell myself, let him go in peace, don’t
cry and cry but my tears will still drop off. since that
day, i think at night, i will have problem going into
sleep. i scare of silent, i need to on radio at night
when i sleep. a bit of noise, i will get frightened.
did sicks, i will shiver.
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of course, i know, will take time one!! -
So sorry to hear about your loss.
Its always a tragedy when one so young passes on. Hope you can find some solace and share your burden with family and friends. Be strong for the didi, he must be very sad too. -
Dear aisukurimu1,
I am sorry to hear this. My eyes are wet with tears…
Be strong… -
Be strong for his didi …
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aisukurimu1:
Sorry to hear this, please continue to vent, if the pain will be lesser.Really thanks all the msg rec'd
at times, i will tell myself, let him go in peace, don't
cry and cry but my tears will still drop off. since that
day, i think at night, i will have problem going into
sleep. i scare of silent, i need to on radio at night
when i sleep. a bit of noise, i will get frightened.
did sicks, i will shiver.
.
of course, i know, will take time one!!
You need to put yourself together for the sake of didi.
I have a friend who used to work in chemical environment, diagnosed with luekemia in 1994, doctor said 2 more years to live. I advised her to leave the job, become vegitarian, take at least 250ml of freshly squeezed red carrot juice day, everyday drink fresh milk and raw honey with empty stomach in the morning. she followed religeously for 2 years, luekemia become 地中海贫血症, doctor also cannot tell why... doctor only studied those commonly known diseases, and everybody is unique, they often cant relate to us the root causes of diseases for sure..
Call it Karma if you could... She is still alive today ...
Just convert your grieves into power of prayer, continue to pray for his well being, imagine that he is happy in heaven, or whatever deva/ buddha realm (depending on your faith) he may be.
I loss my younger brother before, I understand how you feel as a mother... -
Be brave there, aisukurimu1. There is still 1 more little ones (didi) needs u…The HOUSE still needs u to be there…
Not only that my eyes get blurred, my heart get shattered too…when i read your post… My deepest condolences… -
aisukurimu1, really sorry to hear of your loss.
only time and prayer
can heal you. Take care of yourself and of didi! -
hi aisukurimu1… am really sorry to hear about your loss… not the easiest thing for any parent. my heart goes out to you. pls take good care of yourself…
do not advocate this but if really need some medication to help u sleep pls seek medical advice. the lack of sleep will become a vicious cycle that will drain u both mentally and physically… so do get some rest.
most imptly share your vents or feelings with someone close and have a good cry together… alternatively pls come online here… hopefully we are able to provide some consolation.
warmest regards.
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