Husband drinks & stays out late - Does yours?

[hokkiengirl]

Fireflyserene:

For me, I can only pray.... H is not repentant & even threaten to leave us (me & kid) if ever I initiate to communicate.
Thanks all for the patience reading this never ending prob...

Hi, Firefly Serene,

I hope I'm not being kaypoh,but is there any way you can start to be financially independent? As in, get a part-time job or return to the working world while making childcare arrangements for your child? I mean, if your husband is threatening to leave you just because you want to talk about the marriage, it sounds as if he knows he is in the wrong but doesn't want to change. I'm just wondering if you want to live like that for the long term. Sometimes, guys need us to call their bluff, so they know they can't get away with certain kinds of behaviour. I hope I am not being presumptuous; I just really hope things get better for you and your child...

[Fireflyserene]

Thanks all for listening & ur kind advice. I’ve tried writing notes pening my thoughts & wish to work with H & how much I love this family. Even smses. H just ignored. To the extend that h give me a frustrated look when he see the note. H even told me that he wldnt be borther to read those SMS:(…

What else can I do to make him think??? Guess people always say when a man no longer love his wife, he will b v cruel n heartless:(
Anyway really appreciate all for reading …

[fightingmom]

Fireflyserene:

Thanks all for listening & ur kind advice. I've tried writing notes pening my thoughts & wish to work with H & how much I love this family. Even smses. H just ignored. To the extend that h give me a frustrated look when he see the note. H even told me that he wldnt be borther to read those SMS:(...

What else can I do to make him think??? Guess people always say when a man no longer love his wife, he will b v cruel n heartless:(
Anyway really appreciate all for reading ....

Hi Fireflyserene,

Even though I don't know you, it hurts to hear such things happen :sad: I guess you should make some plans ... Like hokkiengirl said, maybe you should start thinking about being financial independent. Love yourself more - do things that make you happy. Take up a hobby. Go meet your girlfriends. Though it might be difficult to confide in them, at least you have some company. It might still be a long journey ahead so please take care of yourself. Concentrate on your children in the meantime. Hope all will be well for you.

[Chenonceau]

FireFlySerene, I agree that you should strive for financial independence... This book may help? http://www.amazon.com/Act-Like-Lady-Think-Relationships/dp/0061728977

[longmao.029846irene]

FireflySerene,


I can feel for u. Like d rest hv mentioned, is it possible for u to hv sm support fr parents or relatives to help u wif d kids while u try work? I got no idea how old ur kids are, bt if schooling putting them in after/b4 Sch care is a solution. Otherwise they r really am v reasonable chdcare ( eg:YWCA or Ntuc wh cost abt 300-400 after subsidy) wif a hubby so Diffcult to communicate, Sh really start to do sm financial/emotional planning… As u can’t rule out d possiblity of an affair… I am sorry if I sound negative.
For thru my personal experience, I realize we must learn to love ourself b4 we can take care of our kids… It is nvr gg to b easy…,

I also dun quite agreed wif u tat u dun voice or make tis situation known to ur in laws, parents or friends. I poured out my grievience to my close gf, I seek emotion balanced. If he take things too way off I ever blown it to my in laws full faced. Bt of coz u mus find d correct timing to do so! I want to let his parents know what kind of son is! Otherwise they will forever b in d dark n me being d unreasonable wife always trying to pick on a fight… It does help… As he will feel intimidated, @ least for my case…

I wish u d best & hope u can learn to love urself mre.
Be strong mummy!!! D kids need us!!

[Fireflyserene]

Thanks for all the encouragement. Btw. My MIL has passed away yrs ago. Anyway, I can’t confide in her since the day of marriage- cos initially when H drink n return late & we are 'quarrelled", MIL told me in front of H that man flirting outside (feng Chang zuo xi) never mind. When H went oversea MIL hinted I shldnt go back to my parents home. I don’t blame MIL now although I did when aforesaid happened just at initial marriage. I guess MIL was overly protective of her DS.

My parents helped me a lot but lately their health condition not so good (both undergo operations, but lucky they r ok now). Just that they r old n at times I feel v sorry to burden them at such elderly age. They should b enjoying precious life now.
Subconsciously I thik I’m hoping H wld think n treasure family but knowing there is no real solution unless H wishes to. Letting go- leading own life but I worry I will not be able to save this family forever. I put all responsibility on myself to "save" this family:( find myself hopeless.
Appreciate all d kind encouragement n sorry if I still sound negative n not able to move on…

[Fireflyserene]

H initially will try to give excuses (all sort of reasons) for no return or back at wee hrs to pacify me. But as times go by, H noted I still forgive or can’t do anything abt it, H even unreasonably asked me if he can just leave home & us and don’t want to be back anymore! Can spouse just leave as n when like it after marriage? I ask H why. H rebutted that H may kill me one day!

I can’t believe it - so cruel threat…

[laughingcat]

Dear fireflyserene,


:hugs: Since your DH doesn't want to talk despite you trying and since his heart is harden, i am very sorry to say that you must learn to let go. For the sake of your mental well being and your child. I really don't know you and your DH well enough but hearing from you.....your DH is so hard-hearted as in not so forgiving.....then there is really no point in you keep trying. :hugs: It is really time to let go and learn to love yourself more. Channel your energy to yourself and your child. :snuggles:

[Flowermonaster]

Fireflyserene,

I’m both sad & worry for you. Sad that you are enduring your hub’s unreasonable behavior to keep the family as a whole. I am sure a lot of people must have told you to be strong, get your own life! I am saying, get out of this situation for your life. Your hub’s comment sounds threatening to me. From what you wrote, I think he is no longer interested in any sort of relationship with you. If not, he won’t say things like leaving home & not coming back anymore, might kill you one day. I am not sure if he is under lots of pressure in work or there is something wrong in your relationship that he cannot forgive & forget? Do pardon me if I said anything inappropriate. I know it’s none of my business but I can’t help to feel worried for you. Do take good care of yourself first then you are able to take care of your children. If things really don’t work out, cry your heart out, then stand up & find your own path, think positive & never look back. I am sure you’re a strong woman since you are able to endure your situation for so long. May GOD bless U.

[blessed777]

Never lose your self while trying to hold on to someone who doesnt care of losing you, take care.